


Hello Family,
It was another great week to be a missionary! This week we went out and crushed the work. Hna Sorenson and I have really been working as hard as we can. We really started to feel it the end of the week but we are gearing up to go out there and crush it again this week. The last couple days Hna Sorenson and I have had some great conversation about what we want to accomplish the rest of the transfer, 3 weeks. Can I just say, I LOVE BEING HERE! I LOVE BEING A MISSIONARY! I LOVE doing this WORK and WORK it is! Hna Sorenson and I have a quest for consecration. This has been a theme of my mission but we both think that we have an opportunity this transfer to really dig deep into it.
This week we had a HUGE miracle. We have been praying for Ro*'s husband. Ro* really wants to be baptised but she is not married to her "husband." She is still reading a LOT in the Book of Mormon and progressing. Last Sunday we fasted with her that we would be able to meet with her husband and that he would have an open heart. We really think that the only way for Ro* to progress more in the gospel and be baptized would be if we begin teaching her husband and he has the desire to get married and learn as well. Well...we had set an apt up on Thursday night with Ro*. She is incredible, really. We got there and asked how she was doing. I asked her how her husband was and she said, "great, he's here!" What?! He is ALWAYS ALWAYS working in Manhattan! His work was slow and so they sent him home, the NIGHT we had a apt with Ro*! It was an incredible lesson, not because we had anything to do with it but we greatly felt the spirit and it was a spirit lead lesson. Ma*, Ro*'s husband wants to learn, he wants this for his family and sees it as a good thing. Now the catch is being able to find time he can meet with us. The lesson was as if we had a member present. Ro* continually testified of the things we spoke about. She bore her testimony and felt the spirit as well testifying to her. On the way out of the apt I turned and and said to Ro*, "Answers to prayers" referring to the lesson we had just had with her and Ma*. Then she said, "Yes, and answers from fasting." Ro* gained a great testimony of fasting from that experience and so did I.
Right now things regarding the work are going pretty well. We really need to find some new investigators and are working as hard as two missionary's possibly can. It has been really fun to work with Hna Sorenson because we are both towards the end of our missions and have had a lot of experiences. However, as we were talking about the work, how we are doing, and becoming better, what the Lord would have us become it hit me more that we can do all of these things but we need to be relying on the Lord more. I saw miracle after miracle while I was training or in situations where I had no choice BUT to rely on the Lord because it was so clear that I had no idea what to do or what was going on. That is what we must do now. Work our hardest but rely more on the Lord. A problem that many missionaries have at the end of their mission is that they recognize that they know how to do things, they can do them, they've done them before and they rely less on the Lord. It is a goal of our to rely on Him more. It is my goal to rely on Him for EVERYTHING! Don't get me wrong, I don't feel like we've forgotten the Lord in...the work of the Lord but we recognize room for improvement and I am excited to get out there and do the best we can.
Update on the Mi* Family: They are changing and progressing at a great rate. Why? What changed? I have no idea, something changed/clicked with them and they are progressing. Last week we were FINALLY able to get over and teach them. It had been about a month from the last time we were in their home. We focused on the Book of Mormon. We reviewed what is was, the importance and we used the Gospel Art book to give a summery of the Book of Mormon and the stories inside. We then reviewed and taught how to read the Book of Mormon and to have them use the study journals we've given them. To top it off Hna Sorenson donated her alarm clock to them and together we set it at a time where they can all come together EVERY night and read. There 16 yr old daughter is a member and she is helping them with questions and so forth. Guess what? THEY ARE READING!!! EVERY DAY!!! YEAH!!! They are reading and they have a new light in their eyes. Hna Winfield and I both thought they they would not progress or be baptized until they started reading. Guess what? They are reading. We asked them at church how it was going and they said they LOVE it and they are learning a lot. One thing that I think stood out to them was we mentioned to them they we will not always be around and that they should not have to wait for us to come into their home for them to learn. Hermana Mi* jumped on that and said, "Yes Hermana! We need to be learning all of the time." Something clicked there, she realized she can't rely on us a missionaries to be spiritually feeding her and they need to learn how to have the spirit and progress. We have an apt with them on Tues. They will be baptized someday, it could be this next week, it could be in a year. We'll just keep praying for them and doing our best.
Last night we were able to teach Hna Pe* and Ar*. They are doing really well. Ar* is getting his Patriarchal Blessing on Sunday. This is going to be huge for him. I am so grateful for my Patriarchal Blessing. It has given me so much guidance in my life and I have relied on it in times of great need and direction. Last night as we were there I felt such a deep and great love for both of them. It is incredible to me at how much love I really have for these people. There are certain people and companions that have a special place in my heart and the Hermana and Ar* are defiantly two of those people. Sometimes it is hard to have a desire to go out and do things that aren't so fun as missionaries but then everything gets put into perspective when I feel the love that our Father in Heaven has for them. Then I think, what am I going to do when I leave this area? I can't leave! But I really can, the quest isn't to get these people going to church or teach 100 lessons a week, it is helping my brothers and sisters to be able to return to their/our Father in Heaven and to see them again in the Celestial Kingdom. That is why I see to have and teach with the spirit, so these people will progress and understand what they need to do to progress and one day make it into the Celestial Kingdom. That is where I want to see these people again once I leave this area.
I'm not sure if I will be staying in Richmond Hill or not next transfer. The theme of my mission has been that I spend 3 transfers in every area and that's it but I only have 2 more left and this is my 3rd one here. I would love to stay here one more with Hna Sorenson but what I really want is what ever the will of the Lord is. If that means my heart gets ripped out again leaving people I love then that is what is going to happen. I love all of the people here, in Richmond Hill, in Flushing in Brooklyn, EVERYWHERE! More and more I have felt the love our Father in Heaven really has for His children. It is incredible. Peoples lives change when they feel that love for themselves.
Just as some fun comments: On Wed...we had 4 FOUR...FOUR dinner apts. We actually only had 1 of them planned to be a dinner apt and we were fed at every other apt. Wow...all I have to say is I am going to work out like CRAZY when I get home. I feel like a balloon BUT it is all for a good cause, I'm eating the love of the members/investigators and showing them how much we really love them. There were also two other things that happened this week that I think I'll leave out but take note, I'll tell you all about them when I get home: Drunk man in church on Monday, and a Sister from the English branch during planning. They are funny stories and need to be told in person.
I have been able to keep up with the goal our mission has to read the Book of Mormon in 5 months. We are suppose to read 2 chapters a day and mark 3 things. 1 any references to Christ 2 all words of Christ and 3 all references to the Atonement. It has been incredible how much I have been learning and that I have been able to keep up. 3 things that I have learned or re-learned. 1.) Everyone, including Nephi must receive a witness from the Holy Ghost from praying and acting to gain a testimony of the truth. When we have that witness we are able to rely on it for the rest of our lives and nourish it to grow. 2.) We must keep the commandments, if we do we are GREATLY blessed. 3.) Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ love us more than we know.
I love this work so much. Its been a great week and I'm really praying for another great week and relying fulling on the Lord. I love all of you so much. I pray for all of you so much. Thank you so much for all of those that have written or sent packages. They are received with great gratitude.
I love you, have a great week, and know that Heavenly Father loves each one of you. Now show Him that your love by serving, praying, and/or reading in the Book of Mormon. :)
Love,
Hermana Banaszewski